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<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> hi guys.. im back. yea.. and 1 week nv update le.. haha.. i admit, im lazy to update... haha.. anyway.. beri long nv go school liao. finially today went to school.. lol.. FOR IS only.. after that.. i went to bbdc le.. went bbdc to top up money and continue my bike licence.. yea.. and i found out that the next TP is on 1st of September.. which is impossible to make it la.. cause have to complete everything 14 days before the test date.. so i nv book the test.. book a revision circult this saturday and a circult evalutation this sunday.. both peak period.. but no choice ma. cause wanna do it faster.. so rather spend a little more.. yea... and im playing a game now.. which is MAPLE STORY.. LOL.. please say me childish.. cause i think im.. hhaa. anyway.. is a private server.. and got 1 chara max liao.. now training another chara.. create a guild for all my kakis.. name MAHJONIERS.. lol.. stupid name.. but fun... tomorrow will be the first day of hungry ghost festival... a beri interesting festival. cause alot of show to see.. alot of things to do.. and alot of fun is beginning.... haha.. tuesday watch the stupid movie call THE DARK KNIGHT.. story line is stupid. chara is nice.. i think the clown is the main chara rather than batman lo.. haha.. cause everything is on clown.. not on batman.. wanna to show.. mummy.. lotus.. and money not enough 2.. 3 show.. yea.. im going to watch them all... i will try my best.. haha... 7august my tua doing a mini ghost festival... so.. 6august im going to stay over at the tentage to look after.. its mean 7th.. im NOT GOING TO SCHOOL. lol.. haha.. will be busy to the max this festival la.. so im trying to enjoy this festival as much as i can.. ;p.. byebye BeNgybOi exploded on 1:48 AM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> hey buys. im back here to tell story. haha.. right now.. using some one MAC PC.. i realise i damn noob.. cause this is the first time i using a MAC PC lo.. pon my lesson to accompany her talk cock sing song.. arghh... dun know how to use this stupid lappy.. hahaa... i know is i noob la.. lol.. okay.. anyway... IM PLAYING MAPLE STORIES.. haha.. training Ice-Lighting Mage... already 4th job liao.. level 187 at the moment... still training hard to max it and i will train a dark knight i guess.. haha... every night play maple... all of us have fun.. we always say.. what is MESO.. no meso.. kill ah gong lo.. haha.. cause ah gong throw millions of meso ma.. haha.. anyway... ppl sheng guan fa cai... but i both my guan also dun have liao... cai also dun have.. sian... so sad lo... but nvm la... both guan gone = less burden... but cai dun have = have to work harder liao.. sian 1/2 haha.. this week only get 2 day schedule sia. wednesday and friday.. damn lo.. not enough schedule = not enough money.. arghhh... this week.. every night i busy sia.. haha.. monday .. slack and have coffee wif anthony and yew on.. den go malaysia at 930pm sia.. lol... have fun cause race wif one car which make until beri the colourful in a ugly way... cornering at high speed.. and etc.. the best part is.. when we come back SG... at the checkpoint there.. the colourful car kanna FULL INSPECTION.. lol.. kanna park at the side and have coffee.. LOL.. then tuesday night also go coffee wif them... night i coffee session.. midnight i maple session.. LOL.. damm no life... i dunno what should i do sia.. right now i beri tired... feel like sleeping. lol.. BeNgybOi exploded on 10:27 AM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> woohoo.. its like 5 days plus plus nv blog le.. so miss it lo.. haha.. i kinda busy to blog la.. so sorry ar, my audience! ;p.. cause work til beri late.. den those day not working.. i either go sleep early, or la kopi wif kakis.. anyway.. let me talk something about last sunday.. a group of us went to BATU BAHAT to tour around a few temple.. all big big temple.. the temple there all damn big and beri nice.. alot of statues of god.. wif different pose etc... special god statues i saw is.. dragon king. 18 lohan. adult size dua li ya pei and more.. went to eat at there also.. not really nice.. but okay la... actually will have enought more IF have enough sleep.. haha.. cause saturday bangong till 3 like tt.. den went home bath and take stuff go anthony house rest.. reach there already about 5 like tt.. den they go sleep.. i sit down there do nothing... den about 630 like tt.. wake all of them up.. and den meet other ppl at batok liao.. haha.. monday.. first day of work.. quite okay la... its just that the senior, SINGAPOREAN i dun really like.. cause they all keep ask ppl do thing.. den they themselve nv do much eventhough they know much more den us... so dun really like tt.. i enough more working wif wednesday ppl.. cause they all foreign worker.. at least they will help out more la.. so is nicer to work wif them lo... tuesday went to pioneer mall slack wif anthony and yew on... slack there and la kopi.. quite fun slacking wif them la.. then anthony quite SIAO ON.. stay so far.. i jio him come down he also come.. he damn nice.. haha.. tml friday liao.. working again.. till 2am some more.. damn sian.. hope can work wif those foreign worker... wishlist... by september 2008 my BIKE LICENCE! by Dec 2008 my BIKE. maybe an SP after much thinking. by March 2009 THAILAND TRIP... wish me good luck.. hope i can achieve this target.. haha BeNgybOi exploded on 11:33 PM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> woohoo.. please congrate me... cause is hard to find a job.. but i had finally found 1 at holland village... shop name.. TANGO'S/CHA CHA CHA.. 2 chill out place wif food and liqour.. just oppsite each other... and im like.. saturday went for the interview. and the supervisor i guess.. tell me alot. and last sentence i remember BERI BERI BERI BERI CLEARLY.. tml i will send u ur schedule.. wao.. i so damn fucking happy la... even though the pay isnt alot.. is below average.. but at least is a job.. i dun have to depend on my father already.. anyway. depend on father also not enough to use... i every month have to fork out money.. damn shack... objective of a job.. 1st prior. COMPLETE MY BIKE LICENCE. 2nd prior. Save money for a bike.. (honda wave/cbr150/phahtom) can buy what i like without considerating 3 time or more.. so happy... wish list... able to get a bike by the end of this year... tml i start working le.. 6pm to 1am... nice nice.. 1st week the supervisor give me 20hr of work le.. so nice of him. what i need most is TONS AND TONS OF HOUR.. and i will be beri happy liao.. haha really happy.. BeNgybOi exploded on 9:10 PM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> i dunno what to post? im either sad or happy.. or maybe both... should be both ba... talk about sad first ba.... 1. sad cause maybe the last meeting i had wif them, they might be pissed. what i know what im talking. everything i said is wif sense.. 2. sad cause i think is because im no longer in the committee. in Ngee Ann Poly CCA point system.. P.E.A.R.L.S. i cant get the L points. 3. sad cause i have LOST EVERYTHING in a month. money, post, heart, and many many more.. okok.. enough.. now talk about happy... 1. Im no longer a committee, so i can do whatever i wan in skate club. 2. I have more time to be wif friends cause i do not have any responsible in skate club. 3. Even thought i have lost everything.. i still have my one and only LENG CHAN TIAN.. huat ar... So now is 3reason vs 3reason... that why i say i dunno whether im sad or happy lo.. Mmm.. now what i wan is A JOB... I WANNA JOB... ARGHHHH... trying hard to find one.. haiz.. sian.. BeNgybOi exploded on 9:03 PM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> y0z.. guys... Ytd, went to sing song wif ah hao, joe, wu hua, guo li, jun xiong, raymond and myself of course.. haha.. we went to one beri beri lor kock place but beri cheap and song quite update la.. end up.. we all gone crazy... we sing OLDIES... wao.. si bei crazy... all the oldies one by one come out... si bei fun la... den went home after that since nothing to do and quite late liao... today... after school.. went to play soccer at nanyang there... actually wanna go swimming wif dicky de.. but den comfirm wif ian they all liao.. so bo bian.. have to go soccering instead... after soccer at street soccer court.. we soccer at basketball court... den we gamble... 1 goal 4 dollar from each team.. LOL.. end up win 3 dollar.. haha... damn stupid la... went to 9 head eat... and den go back home... damn bored la.. damn lonely la. actually i still got a feeling for her lo.. every now and den.. when i online.. i will see whether see is online a not... if she is.. i really wanna talk to her... REALLY.. den after that will go and view her blog etc etc... is hard to forget.. haiz... i still.. BeNgybOi exploded on 11:37 PM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> i wanna overcome it.. i believe this thingy im suffering will contiune for months. but of course i hope only this month i will be suffering la... overcome it as quickly as possible.. haiz... nothing much to post actually.. cause ytd whole day at tua... den today whole day sleeping.. actually wanna go over god mother house one.. but cannot wake up.. i think tml i go over and stay over.. ytd night after tua.. after finish supper. den talk cock wif yew on at void deck lo.. cause dont really feel like going home so early ma. so we talk there... talk about army life and some camp lo... den after that we talk about dying of hair... i wanna dye my hair.. and i dun really fucking understand the reaon of why cannot dye my hair... because of image? i dun think so lo... now is already 2008 lei... teenager dying hair is a beri COMMON thing lo.. if u say i dye like last time that hot pink or other super super super outstanding colour.. u tell me is image.. i accept the reason lo.. if i bleach my hair or highlight my hair.. and u say is image.. i dun really accept this reason... in my lifetime.. i only have my after secondary school and before army life i can dye my hair lo.. go army liao... also have to cut bold.. den after ns.. i also have to go back reservice what.. also have to dye back black.. so this is the only period i can dye my hair and have funky hairstyle la... unless u wanna tell me.. after ns.. 10 year.. completed ur reservice... u wanna dye ur hair and have funcky hairstyle lo.. den i speechless . cause out of 100 uncle(30years old and above) will have funky hairstyle and dye funky colour on their hair lo... I WANNA DYE MY HAIR LA.. see this colour beri common what.  if u say this colour and u object.. i accept la.. last by not least.. intro one more song.. 解脱 by 李玖哲 爱永远都是难题 失去分寸太容易 谁都是凡人不够小心翼翼 有时候忘了珍惜 伤害来的太无意 有时爱太急需要空间呼吸 争吵愈狠痛愈深刻 然后不断自责 我们都忘了最初的快乐 拥抱越紧痛愈深刻 谁不会舍不得 现在我给的或许并不是你要的 如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说 如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过 就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我 爱着你仍是我的执着 让你哭泣对不起为了爱承受委屈 说过的承诺其实还没忘记 愈是在乎的关系愈是相处不容易 伤害了你我也失去勇气 争吵愈狠痛愈深刻然后不断自责 我们都忘了最初的快乐 拥抱越紧痛愈深刻 谁不会舍不得 现在我给的或许并不是你要的 如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说 如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过 就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我 爱着你仍是我的执着 走到感情关键时候却握不住你的手 还能有什么藉口让爱再回头 多少的爱说不出口 就让时间帮我说话我一个人拼命挣扎 总比两个人一起难过还好吧 如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说 如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过 就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我 爱着你仍是我的执着 BeNgybOi exploded on 9:04 PM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> okay.. currently at hao house doing nothing. Today actually quite suay and sian and sad also.. suay cause.. starting plan to go ECP wif raymond but too late liao.. den plan go malaysia. but raymond passport expire, den plan go swimming at jurong east. but too late.. den end up at hao house instead. but nvm.. told raymond to bring over Remy Martin.. gonna drink soon.. sian cause as above la.. nothing to do... sad cause.. damn disspointed la.. things mention not done. disspointed wif alot of things la.. haiz.. im actually still thinking whether to quit the committee a not.. really... cause frankly speaking, this is the worst comm i work wif. sorry if i hurt some.. just my feeling from the bottom of my heart. so i rather leave den staying... some told me to bare wif it.. but how long can i tahan... i rather be normal people. wanna go skate jiu go.. dun wan go jiu dun wan.. at there relax... hong gals etc etc... really... now im really thinking... what does a boss right hand and left hand man do... anyway... what i think is im there to assist the another hand which is higher ranking den me.. to assist him as much as possible.. but now i wondering.. everything he does, i dunno.. how do i assist him? if what i think my job scope is wrong.. please tell me.. i really wanna know.. im in a dilemma.. okay.. anyway.. im damn stress now la... i think im going crazy soon.. so much thing happen to be tgt... hope i can overcome everything. i understand that this is part and parcel of life.. i have to face them.. i cant be an ostrich and hide my head into the floor. i hope i can pass this difficulties real soon.. so i can stand up straight again.. please please please help me... haiz... off to drink... BeNgybOi exploded on 1:16 AM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> okay.. Was feeling a little bit better so decided to post. Went Skating today and left sliently, no reason behind it.. dont ask me why. ya. maybe sooner or later, i will become anti-social ba. i wanna go to the beach tml.. i wanna shout... i wanna scream... i need shoulder to cry on.. i need alot of things.. maybe i should go to the beach tml.. had been listening to some damn emo song. and decided to put them on blog also.. ;p one of them is 我真的受伤了 窗外阴天了 音乐低声了 我的心开始想你了 灯光也暗了 音乐低声了 口中的棉花糖也融化了 窗外阴天了 人是无聊了 我的心开始想你了 电话响起了 你要说话了 还以为你心里对我又想念了 怎么你声音变得冷淡了 是你变了 是你变了 灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了 滴下的眼泪已停不住了 天下起雨了 人是不快乐我的心真的受伤了 ya.. i dun understand this song la.. i like this song cause.. the song beri emo... den i like the title of the song also 我真的受伤了.. had been listening this song since morning till now.. the more i listen.. the more i feel emo.. but i just cant stop the music.. look like u are enjoying much more now without me around.. i think is time for me to leave.. i wont sms you or call you again and i dont think you will need me since you already have so much friends. im sorry that i have to do this so to forget you. i know is cruel to you. but my heart is definity more painful than yours. i swear. you mention in your blog you let your boyfriend down. so the more i should do this. wish you good luck with everything. hope you are happy with your boyfriend, your mummy etc... take care. BeNgybOi exploded on 12:35 AM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> Im Emo.. the end BeNgybOi exploded on 9:34 PM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> im feeling kinda sad right now after going to a few blogs etc.. i keep asking myself why am i like tt.. i look at the mirror.. actually, i feel quite lonely. i mean very lonely. i realise i dun really have good friends that will really wanna accompany me when im feeling down. i realise those wif me are fake. sorry to hurt some but this is what i feel. i see friend having such a nice birthday outing, such a nice oversea trips, such a nice EVERYTHING. but what do i have. i think i have none. every year, when birthday coming, i dun really feel happy, cause almost every year, i spend my birthday beri lonely, even sad. ppl LOVES it. but i hate it.. some peep love holiday cause they think yea yea, is time to have shoppin trip or oversea trips or gathering wif good friend etc. but.. i feel so lonely this season.. im not afraid or shy to tell u that my tears just come down when i write this post.. some how i just wanna post out my feeling cause i have no one to talk to.. only by typing out my feeling will make me feel better. i wanna cry out loud, i wanna shout out loud.. i really wanna to.. you might see me as a beri strong person.. not physically, but what i know is .. im actually not.. im mentally beri weak and emotional. my tears will drop if people are able to say my real feelings out.. i always try to act im strong because is not really good to show people ur tears, but end up.. my tears will eventually came out when im hiding in some corners. I DUN WANNA BE LONELY. I DUN WANNA BE LEFT OUT.. I DUN WAN I DUN WAN.. I REALLY DUN WAN.. maybe this is fate, this is my karma.. and maybe also this is what my chara causes.. im sorry to those people i have treat u badly, im sorry to those people i have bullied, im sorry to those people i let you down, im sorry..... BeNgybOi exploded on 1:14 AM.
<$ eGgGy StoRiEs $> IM SIANNN okay, i got nothing to do right now.. so decided to come and blog nonsense.. wahhaha.. first of all.. since my tagboard i talk about this movie called "eight below" i shall talk abit..  in the Antarctic, after an expedition with Dr. Davis McClaren (Bruce Greenwood), the sled dog trainer Jerry Shepherd (Paul Walker) has to leave the polar base with his colleagues due to the proximity of a heavy snow storm. He ties his dogs to be rescued after, but the mission is called-off and the dogs are left alone at their own fortune. For six months, Jerry tries to find a sponsor for a rescue mission while his dogs fight for survival yea.. this movie is really touching la.. the dog so cute some more.. i like.. haha.. if peeps want to watch this show.. can talk to me personally. i have the softcopy.. ;P tml will be thursday le.. time to skate.. sian... some time really sick of skating during thursday. cause have to see people i dun like lo.. i rather skate at ECP.. more joy more fun. more RELAX.. ya.. 2 upcoming performance, 1 on 10&11 july, another one on 21july.. detail will post when comfirm. den tell u all ba.. show u ppl some of my photos.. haha.. dun laugh k.. MM Lee and me.. good brother. haha(wax museum)  ya.. peiyi and alex sister dress me up. thanks ar my chinese teacher.. Ms Yue Lao shi.. LOL. 5 years  Working in Snow City  Me and Ben Lim ;p  RONALD McDONALD  the frontier expenditure team  4 brothers  we love rainning days  okay.. this is funny. i like it alot.. we are the BANGALA.. EVEN FORM TEACHER AND PRINCIPAL CALL US THAT.. we are known as FOREIGN WORKER by english teacher la.. he english siao one.. we wanna be called bangala he scold us.. say must be called foreign workers.. nai bei.. haha red from india.. yellow from africa.. LOL  okok.. i end off here.. lazy to upload liao.. haha.. next time next time.. ;p BeNgybOi exploded on 12:20 AM.
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